Are a rare breed, I've come to notice.
I have the most candidates in my English class at the Tech Center. I wonder why that is. I have the least candidates in... dude... I'd say Photographic Storytelling. There are so many older people in that class, it's ridiculous. Like, half, I'd say.
Yes, I see cute guys around campus, but... it's like... I haven't observed them enough to find their quirks or turn-offs.
In Art Appreciation, it was made pretty clear who my candidates were. We went around the class telling our names, the music we are listening to now, and what our last meal would be.
There weren't many cute guys in that class in the first place, but it got narrowed down after going through the class.
It was also the hearing them talk that can be a HUGE turn-off. It's so easy to spot people who are socially awkward that way.
Okay, story time!
In my last Art App. class, I noticed this one guy... well... um, I actually went up to him and asked him what the notebook was that everyone was passing around. Well, I said more like "What's this?" Without a word, he handed it to me, and I kind of made protesting noises. Not loudly, though. I don't really remember. It's not usually me to act like that around strangers. But, it wasn't like I was going to take the notebook from him. (Oh, we were all signing our names on the paper. Like... to record who was there). So I put it back on his desk (the desks are uber small, by the way), somehow got a hold of his pen (how I got it is a complete blur), and wrote my name. I said thanks as I gave him back his pen and handed the notebook to the next person.
See, I don't recall noticing him before, because I'm not a big fan of facial hair. I mean, this guy (I think his name's Adam... from the sign-in sheet?) has a beard. It's past stubble, but it's not grossly long. And he has pretty prominent arm hair. And he can't be over 30. It's unlikely he's over 25, even.
But that's beside the point. Why am/was I slightly attracted to him? Oh, and he kept drawing in class, I think. I doubt it was notes, cause that class was incredibly boring and uneventful.
And also the guy in the wheelchair. He has facial hair, too. But... I think I only watch him because he really has that mysterious vibe and everything. Dark hair, clothes, listens to metal... sits in a wheelchair...
On Thursday (Before my last Art App. class), I headed down to my next class to make sure I wouldn't be late. I sat at the larger-than-normal picnic table to finish my playlist on my iPod. Yeah... I was making a playlist. As I was sitting down, some guy was sitting at the very opposite end to eat. I didn't get a good look at him. He looked big though, so I assumed he was either older or... I can't recall fully what I thought.
So I'm getting to the end of my playlist, and I see an orange spider crawling up me. Fast. I try remaining calm as I stand up and brush it off. It went down to my waist. Great. It attached itself to me. I swipe at it again. It falls to my leg. My adrenaline made my wipes more anxious. I finally got it off. I wipe my leg a few more times to make sure it's not attached anymore.
Great. I probably made a fool of myself.
I turn around and look at the guy eating. He's actually... kinda cute. Older, yes, but it's hard to tell how much. And... it makes sense that he's hanging by the Art center.
"There was a spider on me." I said.
"Oh no." he replied, between bites. He had a bit of a grin... I think.
There's quite a couple cute guys in my English class. One in particular... he's tall, Asian, and skinny. I can't help but be attracted to that, man! I also can't help but notice that he looks at me at times. It's the hopeful side of me talking. Er... thinking. Both?
Keeping my eye on other people too, like the Tanner (I think that's his name) guy hanging out with the odd crowd that take Japanese and wear a kangaroo costume.
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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more lovin'
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
The Pacific Northwest! Yay rain!!
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
Clark Hotties
2:52 AM - Sunday, September 27, 2009
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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