Emo Kid.
One of the new "kids"... well, like the major one...
His name's Andrew John M...something.... Don't look at me like that. In the library, we were given a binder with EVERYONE'S picture, name, barcode. We have to scan the freshman's barcode and make their account. So we totally snooped. There's this poor kid with the last name Snodgrass... it's sad.
Emo Kid doesn't really call Michelle emo anymore. Apparently he only seems to do it when his friends are around. One time, he even waved and said "Hi" to her. That absolutely settled the "He's got a crush on her" thing... for me at least.
Um, we finally had our first assembly today. Like a pep, since the football team is playing Camas. It's absolutely freaky how many people were "spirited" today.
Oh, and remember Ray Mullen? He's a football player.
I hardly see Busboy. And the only time I'm really "near" him, is if by some coincidence, we're walking close by to and from 2nd period. I've got Film as Lit, and he's got CT Algebra (with Nick. I only really found this out cause of a fire drill. And so I asked Nick what class he had). That same period, Poofy Hair and Tiny Kid have either wood shop or whatever else is there.
Umm... so... yeah, so I see Richard a TON. I'm not sure if I'm happy or annoyed. Annoyed cause... I'm not sure if I should look at him or start talking. It's usually... passing each other... Umm... on the way to 1st I see him. I don't think I see him to 2nd or 3rd. Same lunch. Both have upstairs 4th, and I very often see him. I don't think to 5th, but I have seen him to 6th. I think he's got CT Algebra 6th.
The other day Michelle and I were waiting by the library doors for Steph, so we could all walk to 6th period together, and I saw Richard walking... then looked the other way for Steph, then all of a sudden, he's next to me, as if he's going to go in the library, but then he seems to doubt himself, looking around... and I don't remember what else.
I tried to explain in the text message... walking back to the commons, and after a bit, I had the feeling that I had to look over my left shoulder, so I did, and he was no more than 1 foot away from me. With that blank look on his face. I, almost too quickly, turned by head back. Then I had to fit through Caitlin and someone else, and I felt something... just something... I assume it was his leg touch... not touch... run into my thigh area. For some reason, I seemed to act like I almost tripped, and kind of ran into Caitlin, or something. It was weird. I almost did fall down in the process.
Did I ever say he hangs with Bryan? Yeah...
Mrs. Dillon gave me a king size pack of Red Vines... cause like she didn't get around to making my cake yesterday (yes, being a library aide is just plain awesome). I ate half of it myself, 1/4 was eaten by Michelle and Ivander got 1. One for Sensei, Steph, Nick, and Sean McCarty (Caitlin declined). I got up to throw the empty package away, and Bryan asked for one. I bet you can imagine what was going through my head. I froze and said somewhat blankly, showing him "It's empty..." but he asked for it anyway, smelled it, and said it smelled good before he threw it away.
Crap.
Can't believe I gave that last piece to Sean.
Whoa... deva ju. Like... deva ju OF having deja vu.
I have deja vu sooo much. And I always say it aloud.
Wow... off-tracked-ness.
DUDE!! There's a German exchange student, and I've heard that he's ranked either 6th or 7th in the world. Not sure if it's the best dancer, best all-around dancer, best male dancer...
But, yeah. He danced in front of the entire school. It was absolutely hilarious. At first, I wasn't sure I should laugh, but yeah... it made him look incredibly gay, and I do certainly wonder if he is... He danced to this mix of a ton of songs, and did different styles, doing what was fitting for the song. And it was hilarious. I wish I had got in on my phone, and I DID think about it, but then, I figured not to. I definitely will next time, though. Casey Pearson did get some...
I need to find out the kid's name...
Then I'll try to find it on YouTube or Myspace.
But, later, I was on my way to wait to be picked up by my brother, and the German kid was going to the tennis court, I think. I couldn't help but smile (partially at the shirt he still had on), and I said stupidly "You're good". He said thanks... and he really doesn't sound German. He's got an accent, but it's not harsh... or German sounding. "You're good...." ugh.... I could've at least put "really" in there. "You're good" sounds like a comment, but the lowest comment you could give.
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
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Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
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I don't promote spamming.
Assembly! Finally!! & Concerning Emo Kids.
6:04 PM - Friday, September 19, 2008
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.
C R E D I TS
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