I had a wicked awesome dream last night.
It starred... this guy I have an interest in. I'm not going to share his name, but I'll say that he was a freshman a month ago, he is REALLY cute, and I highly doubt I will ever get a chance with him.
As you may have guessed, I've never so much as talked to the guy.
So, this dream was awesome, because towards the beginning, I was talking to someone. I don't remember who... was it Elf Kid? Because, yeah, earlier that dream or the dream before it, Elf Kid was in it, and I was with the girls and said something about Elf Kid not even... something... and he was like 3 feet away, looked at us, and started talking to us.
lol.
ANYWAY, so... HE came by and stopped next to me, and whoever I was talking to. And I knew that they knew each other... so that's why I kinda think it was Elf Kid. HE looked at me. I could tell, even though I was looking at the person I was talking to. And like... I remember his eyes sort of widened at the sight of me, and I wondered if it was just my imagination.
Then like, most of the places I went, he would sit next to me, or me to him, and "Hey"
I remember one time, we were sitting on the ground (like most of the time), and I had my knees to my chest, and my head would be half resting on my knees and half resting on his shoulder. And I wondered if I shouldn't be doing it, because we hardly knew each other... but he never moved or said anything...
It was one of the most heart-lifting dreams I've had in a while.
...Wait... ish...
Like 4-5 nights ago (was it seriously only that long? It's felt WAY longer), I had a dream that we were all at school. Steph said by to me, saying something about how the walk to the next period wouldn't be an adventure, or something.
So I'm going to my next period. I'm walking and I see someone turn the corner, so that they would come my way, and I could've sworn it was Tyler, but there were multiple people in front of him.
I craned my neck.
Finally people moved out of the way, and YEP.
Tyler was standing right in front of me.
He saw the confused expression on my face and said "I decided to move back"...
and he kissed me.
The third dream he's kissed me in. Or was it 2 Kiss, 1 Almost kiss?
Well, there was 1 almost kiss dream. Followed by the first kiss dream a few days later. I still very vividly remember those dreams... probably because I write them down.
Awesome dreams...
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
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6:44 PM - Sunday, June 29, 2008
Poor Vending Machine...
12:55 AM - Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Okay, this was REALLY funny. And way funnier in person, so prepare yourself.
So, there's this pretty cute freshman. He has a skinny, pretty, blond girlfriend. And they've been going out since like the beginning of the school year. Well, as far as I know. They always hold each other and cuddle. It's like opposites attract. He's mostly known as "Cat Hat Kid." One day (ages ago), he wore a black cat hat to school.
Anyway, Me and Michelle were the only people in the vending machine hall. Michelle was laughing at either me or my pocket of change, or me trying to count all the change in my pocket to get something. I was saying "It's not that funny!" when I looked up and saw Cat Hat and 2 of his friends coming towards the soda machine near us. We started walking back, when he put a dollar in the machine, put himself flat against the front of it as the vending machine let the pop out.
The both of us were just starring at him. I was thinking that it kinda looked like he was humping it
When it was done, he said something about it either feeling weird or great. The tallest friend (cause most freshman are pretty short) looked at us and said "He's gay."
OMG! It was soooo funny! We both cracked up.
When we recovered a bit, Michelle said that it looked like he was humping it, and that just made me crack up more. At least I wasn't the only one that thought that.
This happened last Friday and it is STILL funny. I canNOT read this and NOT crack up.
=D
So, there's this pretty cute freshman. He has a skinny, pretty, blond girlfriend. And they've been going out since like the beginning of the school year. Well, as far as I know. They always hold each other and cuddle. It's like opposites attract. He's mostly known as "Cat Hat Kid." One day (ages ago), he wore a black cat hat to school.
Anyway, Me and Michelle were the only people in the vending machine hall. Michelle was laughing at either me or my pocket of change, or me trying to count all the change in my pocket to get something. I was saying "It's not that funny!" when I looked up and saw Cat Hat and 2 of his friends coming towards the soda machine near us. We started walking back, when he put a dollar in the machine, put himself flat against the front of it as the vending machine let the pop out.
The both of us were just starring at him. I was thinking that it kinda looked like he was humping it
When it was done, he said something about it either feeling weird or great. The tallest friend (cause most freshman are pretty short) looked at us and said "He's gay."
OMG! It was soooo funny! We both cracked up.
When we recovered a bit, Michelle said that it looked like he was humping it, and that just made me crack up more. At least I wasn't the only one that thought that.
This happened last Friday and it is STILL funny. I canNOT read this and NOT crack up.
=D
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