I had this weird dream last night.
Actually, I've had a LOT of dreams lately. I got this HORRIBLE headache on... Thursday. I had a few dreams that night. I stayed home from school on Friday, and slept until... 1 pm, I think. I woke up MULTIPLE times, and I remembered each dream I had for each time interval I slept.
Do I remember them all right now?
Not at the top of my head, no.
However, there is this dream that I had last night that I would really like to share.
I have quite a few things buzzing around my head at the moments (dreams, I mean), and I don't remember if they were all of the same dream. I mean, there was this one, where my family (in the dream... not my real actual family) were being eavesdropped by our neighbors, and we actually knew that they were listening to what we were talking about, and they would challenge us to things... it was weird.
And there was this other part where I made this mini village (like a Sim game!) and I had certain parts and had certain things happen, and the little people had little minds of their own and they wouldn't stay where I put them! It pissed me off a bit, and when I told my brother to keep them in the same store, he forgot and when I came back to the scene, I had to put them ALL back and start over! ...And like after that, there was this guy without a name, and this other guy and they had an epiphany (I love that word) about how to make dial-up faster, or something. And then I had to test in out in this really weird way by taking the phone cord and trying to hit something... and how fast it took the cord to hit it was how fast the internet was.... lol, it was weird.
ANYWAY.... on to the REAL reason why I wanted to talk about this aaalllllllllll. Yes, I'm kinda excited and stuff... I'm hyped up on caffeine at the moment... Sorry. My arm is twitching... It's making me laugh... Okay...
So, in this dream, there was snow and stuff. For some reason that I can't remember, I had met up with Tyler, or something, and he was hanging out with that slut-bitch. And this was like the second time this happened, or something. I don't know. Anyway, my mom was going to take me home, or something, and we offered Tyler a ride. He got in. I kinda assumed we were going to take slut-bitch home, too, but my mom drove off when Tyler got in....
He explained that where he lived it was below zero, or freezing point, I don't remember.
In a way, it was like my mom wasn't even there. I never saw her or anything... well, in the car, I mean.
Yeah, so in the car, I was looking at Tyler cause we were talking or something. And then I remember that his face got REALLY close to mine. I could feel his breath on me. I was thinking that I should take the opportunity and kiss him... but didn't he like that slut-bitch? But if so, why was he so close? So, I just went for it. I started to lean in, and I actually felt the tiniest fraction of his lips touch mine, and something happened. I don't remember what, but the opportunity was over. He wasn't looking at me anymore.
Then I remember that we were at his house (his dream house... not his real house... if you get what I mean... yeah... sorry, just forget I said anything). He took me to his room or something, then had to go out. I don't really remember what I did in there. I think I just sat on his bed or something, looking at my nails (I look at my nails WAY to much. If you see me doing that, that means I'm waiting or ignoring something... just so you know).
I stayed there for a bit. I don't remember him coming back to his room and talking to me. I may have just left. I don't know. Whatever...
It's just that in the dream we seriously ALMOST kissed. It was just the oddest feeling. Well, not really. But I actually felt something in the dream. I felt our lips ALMOST touch... or a very diluted feeling of our lips barely touching.
I just find it odd that I actually felt something.
That I had a sense of touch in the dream.
I don't know.
Maybe you people don't find it odd at all, but most of the dreams that I remember vividly (or at least a certain part) are when I actually feel something. Like that dream with Skyler I had WAY back in... 7th grade, I think it was.
Whatever.
The almost kiss and the thoughts I experienced, well, once I wrote it down here, reminded me of that one day (Jan 2) when Tyler leaned in when I had that stuffed panda over my face, and the only thought that crossed my mind was that he was going to kiss me... but I thought he liked the slut-bitch-girl... and yeah... doesn't it sound familiar?
...
Yeah, whatever.
I should just try not to think about things so much. What good does it do?
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
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More Dreams...
11:28 PM - Saturday, January 12, 2008
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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