There's this sort of "new" guy that I'm kinda into. Well, I don't remember him before this year (school year). He rides my bus (YES!) and I have no clue what his name is. Ever since I first saw him, I found him attractive (umm, corny). He's on the short side, he has dark brown hair and brown eyes. And yes, I think he's uber cute.
And COMPLETELY out of my league.
He seems to hang out with the wrong sort of crowd. On the bus in the afternoon, I seem to always see him sit with Cody Rocha, and they do stuff together, I've noticed. I hate Rocha. He is a complete jackass and he smokes. I know that for a fact. But I wouldn't be at all surprised if he drinks. In fact, I believe he does. BUT, I have heard him truthfully say that he's tried multiple times to quit smoking... so I guess that's good.
But, STILL. This GUY hangs out with these other guys, and it just seems so wrong because HE seems to be the quietest in the group.
Over a month ago, he came to school and his hair (like the front half, but less than half) was bleached WHITE. Not blonde, WHITE. And he TOTALLY pulls it off. Who just fell for him more? *raises hand*
I really haven't mentioned him to my main group of friends at school, cause they may force me to talk to him. *clears throat and looks at Karlie* Steph said a few days ago that he saw "that one kid with the white in his hair" at Bi-Mart and said that his hair reminded her of a skunk. I seriously hadn't thought of it like that.
But really, I don't want to talk to him. I am not going to do with him what I tried with Tyler. I am not going to go up to him and make casual conversation. I am going to wait for HIM to come to me.... And that's the sort of way I think things should be done. You can call me a coward. I call it old-fashioned.
And even though he is so completely out of my league, I do think that I have the slightest chance with him... and I am going to tell you why. It's this completely weird reason that makes sense to me, but might be a total coincidence.
Do you want to know?
Do ya?
Do ya?!
Really?
Yes, I am making a mountain out of a mole hill (that's from Scrubs).
For a while, back in November, or something, I noticed that on the bus in the afternoon, Steph and I would sit in a seat, and HE (Karlie calls him Busboy) would sit behind us, across the isle, or somewhere seemingly just as close (that may not make sense, but I just felt like saying it).
Oh yeah... that's major.
But that's not all...
*Suspense*
Every other Wednesday is a two-hour late start. BECAUSE of this, I have to take the bus in the mornings on these days. My parents usually drive me (yes, I'm spoiled like that). A few seats behind the driver sits Dana and Frisbee (Dana in front). I sit across the aisle from either one.
BUSBOY gets off on the last major stop (which happens to be like the 5th stop), so in the morning, it's the first major stop.... Following?
Anyway, he ALWAYS sits in the seat in front of me.
He doesn't sit with the people he sits with in the afternoon. Rocha isn't even on the bus in the morning.
And this middle schooler always sits with him.
But it's kinda odd that he sits in front of ME.
Is this just a complete coincidence or what?
TODAY, we had a two hour late start because of snow. I took the bus in the morning, even though my mom could've taken me. Why? I guess I kinda wanted to see him because there was a good chance that I wasn't going to be on the bus in the afternoon because of Japanese Club.
I had been telling Karlie about this guy for a few days, and I told her about this... occurrence. I was ecstatic when he sat in front of me today... my theory is still probable.
We got to school and all that jazz. I told Karlie I was going to try to get a pic of him... of course this has been thought of once there are so many people that I can't see him. FINALLY, the bell rang, telling us to go to class. The three of us got up (Michelle was sick) and we were saying bye to people... and I'm not really sure why we were standing. We had migrated to the end of the tables. Somebody sort of nudged my shoulder as they passed by, just like when you are going down the hallway... not big of a deal, right?
It seemed that there would have been enough space for them to get through without hitting me, but I could've been wrong. So I looked. It was HIM... Busboy and two of his friends. One was that uber smart kid that's in 1st year Japanese class. He also rides the bus and gets off at the same stop as Busboy.
....Did he mean to bump into me? Well, if he did, then he should've said "Sorry" because that would've gotten my attention more and I would've (most likely) said "It's alright."
So..... Yeah.... So that's all I've got to say, I think.
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
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Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
Eeek!
7:05 PM - Monday, January 07, 2008
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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