Okay. There's this guy.
Haha. No. Not like that.
...
Seriously.
Okay, it's a pretty long, interesting story. So get ready.
It's about this guy and my friend, Steph.
No, they're not like that.
So... there's this guy in Steph's art class. God, this was at least two months ago, so I can't quite remember all the details. Steph was watching him carve "pain" into his arm. Yes, seriously; IN this art class. He asked her if she was watching him. She freaked. Because, well, that's Steph... she freaks a lot. So she just ignored him, and looked in front of her. Then he leaned over to her, so that his mouth was RIGHT next to her ear and said "Why are you so quiet?" She claimed that he was absolutely terrifying.
One day, he was sitting in the hall during lunch, and we passed. I tried not to look at him, or make it look like I was doing it on purpose. Steph, apparently, didn't see him. The rest of us told her that he was there and she FREAKED. She tried to see if he really was there, and, seeing him, hid behind us. Then, on our way back, Steph RAN out of the hallway.
For a few days after that, he'd talk to her or something, but she wouldn't say anything back. She noticed after awhile that his other arm said "love."
We'd make fun jokes about Steph's reactions to when he's in the same room as her. Or how he's the only person she's afraid of. How he "loves" her and such. Or how the next day he's going to say "Why did you run away from me?" We found out that his name is Tevin.
Then, on Michelle's birthday, she picked me and Steph up with her truck. Caitlin was with her also. As we got out of the truck, Michelle goes to Steph's side and says something. Suddenly Steph RUNS inside. I'm thinking "What the hell?" When we were in the garage, Michelle whispered to me and Caitlin that Tevin was over at the neighbors house. As she finished saying this, Steph was having a hard time getting the door open so she could run inside.
Steph was absolutely terrified of the idea of going back outside.
He disappeared after that. She said that he was in jail or something.
Then, today... oh God. There was this guy walking on the road thing that the buses go on... about 10 feet away from where WE stood. He looked to be of Mexican-type descent. Something flashed in my mind: "Is that Tevin?" He had a scar from the left eyebrow down to the middle of his left cheek... I didn't remember that. He was looking in our general direction... mainly at me... Then, the scarred eyebrow raised and panic shot at me. SHIT!! He saw me looking at him! I'm so locking my bedroom door tonight.
Next to me, Michelle says "Hey, Steph, it's your favorite person."
"WHERE?!"
Like... 7 feet away.... talking to that Mexican freshman.
I tried to make her turn away, or something, because I knew she'd freak out even more when she saw him. We haven't seen him since Michelle's birthday... Oct. 12. I was looking down, trying to hold in my laughter.
Yep, Steph freaked even more. She hid behind Caitlin and declared to the world that she was hiding behind her. No one would ever find her there. We were all laughing. I would've definitely laughed MUCH harder, but I didn't want to attract more attention. Seriously, I thought I was going to die from holding it all in.
I also think he's a scary person. He definitely doesn't look like someone I'D want to mess with... but then again, I don't want to mess with anyone. Especially not with anyone with a scar down the left side of the face that goes over the eye. That makes him incredibly intimidating. And that raised eyebrow when he was looking at me. Holy crap, I wanted to HIDE. And yes, the first thing I thought when he did it was quite plainly: "SHIT!"
Oh, and I apologize for offending anyone with my vulgar, yet highly appropriate for the time, language.
I'm just VERY slightly more paranoid than usual. Kinda like when you've seen a scary movie and expect someone to be behind every corner. Following you. Yeah... it's kinda like that. But I'm not all that scared, really. It's just what my imagination comes up with that I'm scared of.
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
Shit! I think he saw me!
3:33 PM - Tuesday, December 11, 2007
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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