Yes, indeed.
Why?
Well, of course I'll tell you why.
Yesterday, I got TWO hugs from Tyler. It was also really cool yesterday, because after 6th, I was standing with Cassy and Chelsea and I KNOW that he is coming, but I was "occupying" myself by "fixing" the bow on my wrist. --Oh, Tyler discovered a while ago that if he touches/pokes my sides, I cringe/jump/scream or all the above-- Suddenly, Tyler pokes my sides, I scream, drop my book, and catch it a nano second later. Everyone said that it was awesome. Then I called Tyler evil.
Today I got THREE hugs from Tyler. Hell yeah!
The first was after first period. Then I gave him M&M's in a green tube. His fav color is green. I doubt he remembers my fav color. Anyway, then he said "This is awesome. I fucking love you." Yes, that's what he said. Then he said he felt bad for not having anything to give, and so I said that he has his hugs. "Yeah, my hugs are nice."
The next time I talked to him was after math (5th per), as usual. I can't remember what we were talking about really, but then I gave him a hug this time (last time was the other way around), and he said to meet with him at the usual corner at the end of school so he can say bye.
After he said that, my heart went into overdrive. It didn't slow down until the bell rang the next time, when I was in art.
The pep assembly was awesome. The "12 Days Of Christmas" the teacher version, was absolutely hilarious. More so than freshman year. Because they didn't do it last year, did they?
In order, it was Mrs. Lewallen, Mr. Ball, Mr. Hajek, Mr. Stanton, Mr. Isaacson, Mr. Reid, Ms. Santos, Mr. Blaesing, Mrs. Nicholas (or however you spell it), Ms. Buchanan, some teacher, and Mr. Stavney. Anyway, it was AWESOME.
Afterwards, we walked to the "corner" so I could wait for Tyler, like he told me. I had a feeling, once he showed up, that my face was really red. He WANTED me there. He REQUESTED me to be there. It made me feel like I was someone. Someone he cared for. Someone he'd miss. Although, how much can he miss me? The shy girl that hardly talks to him. I waved. He waved back. The group talked and exchanged hugs. I got a hug from Cassy. I figured Tyler was waiting for everyone to leave before he'd talk to me or something. Oh, the things that were racing through my mind... they made it hard to breathe properly.
But yes, people left, and Tyler came up to me and spread his arms out, so I did the same. After a second, I realized he wanted me to run (maybe not literally) into his arms. After a bit, he realized I wasn't going to do it, so he went "Fine" and took the last few steps. We had the THIRD nice hug of the day (RECORD!) and I said that we should hang out sometime. "We should. You have my phone number, right?"
"Yeah."
"Call me. It's up to you."
"No, you call me."
"Why?"
"You're busy a lot of the time."
"True."
Then we said bye. And I went on the overcrowded bus, where EVERYONE had to share a seat. At least 3 seats that I could see were 3 people in a seat.
I was on cloud nine for quite a bit today. It's a nice, uplifting feeling. The adrenaline-type feeling that courses through you. It's wonderful. And it's something I don't feel all that much...
