Today was weird. The good weird.
Biology was horrible. Another stupid movie. Usually students love movies, but this was like... the 20th movie in 3 weeks. I swear. Finally, the period ended and I walked out. HE was RIGHT THERE. He saw me. I know he did. When I was about to turn the corner, I looked back to see if he had Mrs. Cole (biology... the class I just came out of...), because if he did, then I could hold back going to next period for another minute (heehee). But, alas, he doesn't.
Okay, then.... I was walking down the hall for computer graphics. Frisbee was talking to me. I got a drink to see Frizbee now talking to one of Tyler's friends. HOLY CRAP! I caught up to Frisbee and asked about math. Oh yeah. Now I'm cool (*ahem*... note the sarcasm).
Then... at lunch.... Well, I was walking down the stairs and I saw him getting food.... 'Now, if I time this right, we'll pass each other.' I checked to see if Caitlin was coming... she was waiting for Cassy, so I practically raced down the stairs. Walking to the table I saw that I JUST missed him. Damnit.
LATER, during that same lunch, I was holding my hands out as Cailtin gave me 2 pieces of Jolt caffeine gum (2 pieces = 1 cup of coffee) when Karlie nudged my side. "What? Oh." They were passing.
After they were gone (and... whatshisname... one of Tyler's friends... has Chem with Caitlin) sat with us... um... yeah, if was a while later that Karlie told me that Tyler looked at me when they passed.
"Really?"
Yeah, he looked at you for a second then looked away."
"Really?" I already had the world's largest smile on. Damnit. Karlie knows how to make me giddy. "I'm gonna be giddy for the rest of the day. My face is already starting to hurt."
Whenever I'd think about it (and it's still true now), I would break into this LARGE smile, maybe even laugh, and my heart feels light. Yay!
Okay, then going to 6th period, well, Chris (Wescott) walked beside me. He already attacked (tickled) me a couple of time today. I knew he'd do it again. I tried to shield myself with my math book, but it didn't help all that much. He walked on the slope while I stuck to the other route... the stair route as I call it. Tyler started coming toward the stairs, then stopped and talked to these two people. Chris reached the end of his route before I got up the stairs, and he basically trapped me. Somehow I got past him, just grazing past Tyler (damnit, I should've run into him and said sorry, then yell at Chris... that would've been fun). Then I made a cross with my fingers to "ward off" Chris. But then he tried to get me again. Jenny went past and said "Leave her alone, Chris." Then he said bye to me... before I went into the classroom. One of these days he WILL pay for all that he's done... maybe another kick in the shin. That was fun... *schemes*.
WELL... anyway... so now I'm thinking....
1) When Tyler walked past during lunch, did he look at me or was it someone else? It must've been someone else... or maybe Karlie was lying... no, she wouldn't... but she does always know how to make me giddy...
2) Did Tyler talk to those people to see which class I had? (Because I know I would do that)
3) And OBVIOUSLY...: Does he like me? (Say yes....)
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
filling ears with love
more lovin'
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
The Pacific Northwest! Yay rain!!
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
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Megan Does Indeed Get Giddy
5:28 PM - Monday, May 14, 2007
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.
C R E D I TS
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