Today... has been great... so far.


During 2nd period, Dr. C was on the intercom, and when he's on, it basically tells you to SHUT UP and listen. He said that the main water line or whatever was leaking, so you can't drink out of the fountain (well you can, but it's dirty water), and you could still go to the bathroom, just not wash your hands. I find it funny how many people have hand sanitizers... WITH them. So, obviously, finding out that I can't drink any water (other than the vending machines... but I found I only had 50 cents... isn't that grand?), I was thirsty... immediantly.


Then it was 3rd period, and I was dreading the fitness day that would most likely happen. Very highly likely. I was putting my PE clothes on when Dr. C goes on the intercom again, "Attention. Attention all students and faculty. This will be the last period of the day." Everyone looks at eachother before screaming as he goes on. My eardrums almost busted. Yours would've also if you were in a locker room full of girls.
I go out, smiling, for roll call, and said, "This day can't get any better."... then a minute later, Boothby comes out and says, "Well, it seems that we're not going to have a fitness day, or anything rough that will make you thirsty. Instead, we will have a fun game of softball between classes." "YES!!" It just got better.

Even though it WAS just softball, it was way too hot outside. It seriously felt like my shoulder was near burning, and my toes were being suffocated and heated to death. No wind. But our class won for the first time (oddly, it was the only time Logan wasn't there, and also the lack of Orion lowered the insults.)


So after PE, EVERYONE had lunch at the same time, then got on one of 4 buses. The bus ride wasn't all that great, but it definately could've been MUCH worse. Tom was on the same bus... and he was in the seat across from me, but I didn't look at him at all. Once we passed the railroad again, and were heading back to the highschool to turn on J, did it finally get good. Maybe it was the fact that I was actually having conversations with people, and laughing. The FEW people on... I think there were only 9 then. 6 when we were going up the hill. Kevin then started talking about how he should come to my house, go to the bathroom, and get back on the bus while these 2 guys (dunno their names) kept the bus from moving (i.e. standing in front of it).

I came upon a stupid website, and I REALLY need to vent...

http://www.thiscrappyband.com/
(by the way, Evanescence used to be called Childish Intentions)


Okay, why in the WORLD would you WASTE a webpage telling how much you HATE a band... and of course, without any research before doing so. It's Amy Lee, you goddamn idiot, not Amy Lynn. Oh, and... Efanfart? No clue. Oh, and you goddamn idiot, you said FORMER guitarist... that means that he's not in it anymore... DUH.

Linkin Park wannabes? Rip off of Lacuna Coil and Eva (He forgot Nightwish...)? They aren't ANYTHING like Linkin Park, and they aren't RIP OFFS of ANY band. It's a fresh band that brought to the mainstream hard rock with female vocalists... the other bands of that sort aren't anywhere NEAR as well known. I mean, no one really cared about Eva, did they? I barely know anyone who's heard about Lacuna Coil, Kittie, and let alone Nightwish, yet everyone has heard of Evanescence.


Evanescence and Lacuna Coil are indeed different. First off, Lacuna Coil is Italian! Most of their songs are in English, though. I find it hard (not sure about other people) to label Lacuna Coil's music. It probably fits mostly under gothic, but it's just so different. Evanescence is just a hard rock band with a female singer, basically. No offense. They're great bands... and Evanescence is still my fav band ever. My mind, apparently, doesn't change easily.

I wrote this yesterday.

This last week's been so strange. I want to remember it for... multiple reasons.

The first few days went sooo fast, then they slowed down, but I was actually really happy to come back from spring break... I was really friend-deprived.


Have a ever talked about the guy that looks like Skyler? Well, Brittni found him on Myspace, and his name's Trenton. I call him Trent, instead of "the guy that looks like Skyler"... which we both used to say. I remember I had a dream about him that night (this was during the spring break), and I told Britt about it... it was incredibly weird and funny (recalling it was hilarious).
Well, his hair used to be just like Skyler's, but then he got it cut and streaked it with red/brown.


Does anyone here sometimes turn their head for no reason at all and keep seeing the SAME PERSON everytime you do so? I had that happen for quite awhile with Tom after we broke up. It was horrendous! I would just subconsciously turn my head and THERE he was!


Okay, down to the wire. On Wednesday, after school got out, I was hanging with my "waiting for the bus" group. I turned my head a bit to see Trent walking on the sidewalk (where I was standing), with a friend (I think it was Shane), walking toward us. He and I locked eyes for a bit until he passed us.

On Thursday, I was sitting at the table I usually sit at before school with my "before school starts" group. I sat there, deciding to stay there until 5 min. until the bell rang (I usually go to my first class (math) 10 min. before). I turned my head and--wow--there's Trent. I kept looking at Brooke and Karlee (who were talking), not really listening to them, but because Trent was in my direction of sight while looking at them. Suddenly Brooke screamed, and either it was from that or what I had seen in the corner of my eye, but I jumped. It was Steph... blowing bubbles. We all started laughing. I noticed Trent and a few of around him looking at us (obviously from Brooke's scream... which was more like a yell... or something). Yeah, he was looking in our direction.

Then on Friday (the weirdest day of them all... I think), I was waiting for the bus in the rain. I had my hood on while everyone else was under 2 umbrellas. I was near the one that had all girls under. I looked behind me (the corner of the school) to see--surprise--Trent walking and talking with another one of his guy friends. I turned back to my group. Then, only a few seconds later, I heard this thump sound. I turned to see a third guy on the grass (apparently, he was running to Trent and co. then slipped on the wet grass) and Trent and friend were looking at him. Me and the girl group started cracking up. Trent and his friend looked at us (they weren't laughing). The other guy got up, looking at us also, obviously embarassed. It was very hilarious.


I told Britt how freaky it was that Trent and I keep looking at each other. But then, I put a stupid spell on myself. The spell that tells me when he's near and when he's looking in my direction and makes me want him to actually SEE me and say, "Who's that girl?"

I wonder if he actually knows my name. I do know that he's close friends with Shane and Sean McCarty, however. Sean still says hi to me now and then when we pass each other, and he recently found me and added me as a friend on Myspace. Before I even accepted it, I hoped Trent would see me from Sean's page, and check out the girl with the awesome name and pic. I actually already planned it in my head within 10 min. Sean says hi, I say hi back, Trent sees my comment and checks me out, likes what he sees, and asks to be his friend..... yeah, huge margin of many possible errors... And I have this feeling that Trent is a huge jerk... Who knows.


Then... also on Fri, Crystal dumped Pletch (Alex). They looked so perfect together. I noticed he didn't dress down for PE, and everytime I'd look at him, he'd look incredibly sad. At lunch, he and Crystal were standing in the middle of the commons, hugging. I mentioned that it looked like he'd been crying, and Brittni said that he was crying. Turns out... she dumped him. He was crying, and she seemed happy.... I felt SO bad for him. I had 2 chocolates left, and almost gave one to him, but my speech and motive sounded so stupid, that I didn't. "Here, you look like you could use some chocolate"... ha! I barely even talk to him. My last words to him were a few days ago: "Wow. Snow in the winter" in a convo. I wasn't even involved in. He said, "It's true" to me, then "It snows a lot there," to Jennifer (who seemed to have found what I had said amusing).
It was also really sad because Pletch really LOVED Crystal, and... I just felt so bad for him.