Well screw that. I was writing this post on AOL and then AOL obviously QUIT on me and I went mad. I wrote a TON on this post, and lost it all because I didn't even THINK of saving it. So now, back online, I'm writing this on Internet Explorer, so it doesn't close on me with no warning. Now I don't really feel like writing, knowing how much I did earlier. So I shall try to make this as quick and simple as possible!!!!
My mom has a big family. Eight siblings in all (Dan-WA, Ken-WA, Carlton-CO, Carol-WA, Barb-WA, Marge-NV, Beth-AK, Cindy-ID *that was states if you hadn't figured that out*), that's not including my mom, Marilyn. Now, Carltion and his wife Renee, and their son, Austin live close to Denver, Colorado. They're traveling around to visit Carlton's family since they seem to always visit Renee's.
Let me do a 101 on them.... Carlton is a minister (at a church... duh). Renee is a teacher at a Christian school. And Austin.... well, many years ago, when they visited, he liked Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Mighty Mouse. Austin is currently 11.... so, they visited back when I was 7, so he was 4. I bloody hope he not as annoying as I remember him.... This is going to be the best week of my life *snore*.
They're gonna be here for a week... or at least Carlton and Austin are. Every year during July or August, my mom and her sisters and sister's in law go to Lincoln City for a weekend together. That "weekend" has now grown to 4 days. I'm gonna be in a house with 4 guys!!! 3 much older than me and one younger than me. Austin better be someone I can handle and not want to STRANGLE to death *sheepish grin*. But, like my mom said, my family will be at work some of the time (doesn't Matt usually have Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday off?? Or is it just my brain doing tricks on me like it has been since I finished the 6th Harry Potter book *deep breath*???), and then the other two will "most likely"(my mom doesn't know what they plan to do their time here.... I don't even know where "here" is, anyway!) be "away" except for the time when they will be in the BEDS (plural. I convinced my parents I am NOT giving up my bed for the couple to sleep in (cuz its full), so they bought a cheap full bed. They put it in the computer room, and took the bed that was already in there (my old bed) and put it in the family room. There, I re-discovered how soft and comfy it was (that upset my parents). I couldn't see why the couple could've (uncomfortably) sleep in the twin bed and Austin on the couch (it's a nice couch).) ANYWAY, when they are here, in this building, I am seriously going to try to stay out of sight... not only do I not like company, but I don't want to get in a religious conversation or... something else. It's this stupid phobia I have.
During the week that they are here, I CAN'T be on the internet when they're here (that includes when they're sleeping), so don't be surprised Cara and Britt when I'm not on when you are (it usually works out like that, doesn't it?). I can't go on the main computer AT ALL, so good-bye to SimCoaster =(. And nobody said this, but I bet I can't play loud music.... especially my music which contains Slipknot, Kittie, Evanescence, Green Day (can't forget that cd), and My Chemical Romance. Before I'd know, I'd get yelled at and get a nice long speech.... and if it's Green Day... uh... I won't even get STARTED on that. *sigh* I'm gonna know how it feels to have strict Christian relatives over, Britt (well, not sure if they're strict, but, HEY, look at what the parents do for a living!!)... at least I'm not having millions of people living here! YAY!!!
lol, I just realized that since Austin's bed is in the family room, I HAVE to remember to get water from the bathroom and starve to death at night. The family room is RIGHT next to the kitchen, no walls, nothing separates the 2 rooms besides a counter. Lights = wakey. No lights = trip and fall = noise = wakey. In other words, I'm screwed. Eh.... maybe a flashlight.... YEAH, and scare the crap out of Austin (oh!!! *evil scheming*).
So I'm having guests over for an entire week and I'm gonna be screwed. Wish me luck, peoples!! Oh, and not sure if I said this, but they're coming THIS Monday (we are cleaning like mad over here... I guess. We still haven't finished our ant killing and such (Britt knows what I'm talkin about)). *yawn* nite!
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
The Pacific Northwest! Yay rain!!
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
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A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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