I had one certain person *cough* Kaitlyn *cough* prove themself dumb-worthy, and she keeps on proving it to me over and over again. She doesn't get the fact that I don't want to talk to her... Clips from our conversations (online, I might add):
kaitlyn: "do u still hate me???"
me: "what do u think?"
kaitlyn: "i dont kno"
me: "what makes u think that i might not hate u anymore?"
*FF*
kaitlyn: "all i want is a 'yes' or 'no', is that 2 much 2 ask?"
*yes*
me: "why dont u read between the lines 4 once?" (personal inside joke...)
kaitlyn: "i did, and u still havent answered the question yet"
*almost dies from person's stupidity* *FF*
me: (we are both mad at each other now) "i dont have time 4 this" *puts on away message*
kaitlyn (who still talks even though I'm "away"): "fine, go 2 ur little retard convention"
She didn't know that I was actually getting ready to go to the school dance, and Brittni was picking me up. I was surprised that during that conversation, Kaitlyn actually called me a "freak" for the first time to me (I feel touched *tear*). I didn't care, "freak" to me is an abnormal person... how many times had a called Kaitlyn and others "freaks"? I don't care, they're abnormal to me. Later, after I got back from the dance, Kaitlyn IMed me saying "why weren't you at the dance?" I didn't reply, I just laughed my head off until she signed off... I thought I was supposed to be at a stupid retard convention.
Wednesday's conversation went almost exactly like this:
kaitlyn: "hey"
me: "cant u take a hint that i dont want 2 talk 2 u?"
kaitlyn: "i never got a hint like that"
*smacks head*..... *doesn't reply*
kaitlyn (minutes later): "y r u doing this? u kno that i love u and u luv me"
kaitlyn: "doesn't our date mean anything 2 u?"
*deep breath... doesn't reply*
kaitlyn: "your a b****" (but w/o the pretty stars)
With great temptation, I didn't reply. I wanted to make her mad, and I did (HOORAY!).
Even more lately, another person has decided to get in a fight with me. I highly believe that it's Becky (I honestly can't think of anyone else it could possibly be). Now, I've known Becky since 2nd grade, and we were "friends", if you could say that, I don't remember very much from back then. Then Becky moved, and then she came back during my middle school years, with a new additude. Let's say that we're far from friends now, I don't even want to THINK that we used to be, hence the reason I said that we used to be "friends", if you could call it that, in 2nd grade.
On her screenname, she told me that she was a girl that went to Kelso (about.... 100 miles away, or close to that), and then she said these complicated things about how she, "Sara", knew about me (aka, her cousin is best friends with Kaitlyn, or, my favorite, her friend is a cousin of Kaitlyn's best friend... she made it sound more complicated, though). I knew she was a fake from the start, but I couldn't quite get all the puzzle pieces together. Then, as she continued talking, I realized.... NOT ANOTHER person who is trying to figure out why I hate Kaitlyn!! I played along though, to Becky's great pleasure, then when she revealed the secret that she didn't go to Kelso, but my school, and, by her screenname, I could tell she was in my grade. Before she revealed the secret, I noticed that she only wanted to talk about me, and people in this town I live in, claiming that they knew alot of people here (complete BS... Bad Science.... DUH!!).
I waited till they cracked, and she herself decided to break down the curtain when I asked her favorite music artists. So as she tore it down, I said "figured, figured..." and she truly thought that I believe most of what she was saying, claiming that if I hadn't known who it was, then I wouldn't have talked to them, or told them so much.... I claimed that if I hadn't known who it was, then I wouldn't have told them so MUCH. I mean, really... telling a complete stranger happenings in your school.... I told her I wasn't stupid. She thought she had me wrapped around her finger, whereas I had her wrapped around MY finger.
We fought.... for over an hour... maybe two, I don't know. Let's just say, I was winning, in my opinion, anyway. I thought I had the best comebacks, maybe because I had her wrapped around my finger and I wasn't the one being a hypocrite, she was (saying that it was bad to lie... saying that I was lying (when I wasn't), and note that she was the one who lied to me in the first place, saying she was Sara who lived in Kelso.
She made a quote that it was a sin to do.... something, and it included the word "very" which she spelled "vaery" or "veary", don't remember. So in my reply (no offense to Christians or bad spellers) I said "wow, it's also a sin to have bad spelling, didn't you know that?" Note: I corrected her spelling with Evanescence (evenesince) AND appreciate (apresheate.... or something like that)....
Also in our argument I said "(note the sarcasm)", "wow, note the 'plz'", and... my favorite.... she said: "then who???????????????????"..... I replied with: "note the desperation". She was actually SMART enough to not copy my "note the..." comebacks, because I made those up!!! I say those when I watch a bad movie or a bad tv show!! That means, NONE OF YOU PEOPLES CAN STEAL IT EITHER!!!!! And if you do, I will quote from a cd.... Megan "will come to your house and suck your blood". In other words, "YOU WILL PAY!!" (Gaz quote ^_^)
Ok, all the above stuff I wrote last night, because I got kicked off the internet.
So today (Becky has been suspended), during science, when most people were outside with their boats, Kaitlyn came in and asked me why I thought that it was her that I was talking to last night. I asked her why she was talking to me now. Then she said something, but ended with "well, maybe I love you," (me: O_O too far, she went toooooo far). Whitney came in a few seconds later and asked me the same question. I can't remember what I said, or what I did, maybe I told her to tell Becky to leave me alone. Then I looked up and realized that Whitney was gone.
Later, I believe, a few people from the other class came in when Wallace was in there. Since Kaitlyn was gone earlier, Wallace told her the infamous announcement earlier. 8th grade students can't go to the Bullwinkle field trip if they get a referal, 3 lunch detentions, or 4 pink slips. As Wallace said this, I whispered "She's gone, she's gone, she's gone..." that made Frank mad. He attempted to snap me with a rubberband, but it broke, and snapped him instead. Kaitlyn freaked out on the news. She said it was outrageous (or something like that), and I looked over at Wallace and started laughing, saying: "That's not outrageous" (or whatever the word she used), Brandon said the same thing. Then Kaitlyn said, "But what if you're a person who always gets referals?" I muttered, "Then you're screwed." I don't think Frank heard me that time.
6th period, 2 classes watched Gone With The Wind all in one room, so it was cramped, and the people I hate ended up behind me. Rainey said that Scarlette was a "witch", when earlier he said "witch, but with a 'b'". So then Kaitlyn says, "you mean she does spells and potions?" I turned around slowly with a "are you insane?" look. Tayla said my name while laughing. I tried to explain it to Kaitlyn that Rainey meant a witch but with a 'b', and she said "he didn't say that". I gave up, and raised my hand planning to say "Can you tell these people why you called Scarlette a witch?", but Whitney got to my question first. Let's say... I don't like it when people talk during a movie. At home, if we rent a movie, I might make some side comments to myself that I whisper. But I don't say them loudly in a room full of people such as "I hate that dress" or "He looks 5o!!"
Rainey said that Scarlette reminds of someone. Kaitlyn yelled in her annoying voice, "Who?" He replied with, "Kaitlyn, I can't say, Kaitlyn," or something like that. I started cracking up. A bit later, Rainey was going to say "Scarlette" but instead he said "Kai-Scarlette" and again, I cracked up. Basically Rainey was saying that Kaitlyn was a "witch"... not sure if he knew he was saying that. But still humorous to me ^_^
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
When people prove themself dumb
3:15 PM - Friday, June 03, 2005
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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