On the first note: THANK YOU MR. RAINEY!!!! *bows*
I've said once before, and I'll say it again; I HATE it when people talk during a movie. Especially when they're talking about personal things that I really don't want to hear. And that's exactly what happened today. 6th period during "The Princess Bride". Now, I'm not really a fan of the movie, but once again, I don't want to hear people talking about useless junk! Let me start with 5th period. That was... wonderful. We don't have the future make-up and hairstyling people in it. Well, no offense to those few (you know who you are) who MIGHT, but it's not NEARLY as many as in the other class.
Then 5th period was over. Brittni wanted to go outside where all the people wouldn't be. We stayed in, cause those girls rather hang out with the guitarists outside than be inside being told to shut up every minute. Whitney and Kaitlyn were originally in, but I told them both to shut up (loudest sound source in the room at the time). Kaitlyn said "Don't tell me to shut up!" then, to my great pleasure, Colton and Cara BOTH said "shut up!!" at the same time. I gave Kaitlyn a satisfied look as she was putting on a football helmet (I DON'T wanna know why). She said something about my mole. I replied with "I wonder how good it will look on you," because, if that biatch (telling like it is) wants to make fun of me, she better know what if would be like in MY shoes. I'm not too fond of this mole either, and she has to keep on rubbing it in my face. I'm not saying it hurts me, but it's just bloody as hell annoying and shows that she has limited things to make fun of me with. So incredibly sad. If you want to make fun of me, or argue, make it at least SOUND intelligent, not like "Is that a body suit or are you just fat?" (hey, made that up right now, sorry if it offends).
Rainey told all the talkers way too many times that if they wanted it talk, they should go to Wallace's room. We got rid of Kaitlyn and Whitney, they went outside (YES!). Later, the principal said that there was no one supervising them so they all had to come inside. Brittni left for the mentor thingy. So I was all alone with no Skyler and no Quoia either. I'm not saying that I feel... vunerable, it's just it's harder to keep myself under control when I'm alone. So I guess I'm insecure and vunerable to myself at the same time for that (last 2 sentences made no sense...)
So, we've got Courtney (she's actually really, really nice), Nic W., and Shelby talking. It was mostly Shelby talking (She's not even in our class!!!), and I did the "shh!" Courtney said "Sorry", but then she would still talk. Later, Sean's mother came and said that this movie was the best ever, and Shelby said "I know".... What's there to say? Honestly, I know she's "a born talker", but if you were watching your favorite movie, wouldn't you at least shut up and watch? She wasn't even watching half the time she was there, and talking every... single... second. Worstly, they were about 2 feet away from me, not even caring (except Courtney) when people told them to shut up. I moved to the seat next to me, just a little further away from them. I kept my cool, kept myself under control.
Whitney and Kaitlyn sat with those... people, and talked, and talked, and talked... and you know what else they did? TALKED!!! Talked about useless junk such as people who hate them. I told them to be quiet for a few minutes. Didn't listen to me. Told them to shut up, I was trying to watch the movie. Got attention from them. Nic has something against me. Never said I hate him, but I do (dang, just said it). Oh well, so what? Anyway, they still talked. Told them to shut up. Whitney was next to me and said "No need to get mad," at that point I wasn't mad, I may have sounded, but you would have to if they didn't listen to you, right? Before I knew it, I got someone poking at my ear with a piece of tissue paper. It was Ryan H. I bet. I told him to stop; didn't listen. Whitney leaned over to me and whispered, "Megan.," me: *real quiet* "shhut uuup", Whitney: "Megan. Megan, are you going to Bullwinkle's tomorrow?" (we're going there on a field trip tomorrow). I lost it. I lost myself, elbowing Whitney... somewhere. I didn't check. She stood up, smile on her face, also on Kaitlyn's, saying to the whole world, "I'm telling on you!" To my great luck (not being sarcastic), Mrs. McBride was there talking to Rainey. I heard Whitney say "Megan hit me." Oh, you should've seen the proud look on Kaitlyn's face.
They knew my weakness, they knew what would get me started up. So I believe it was Kaitlyn who sat next to me, I'm not sure. I didn't look, didn't make any motion, didn't show that they were bugging the hell out of me... making me go insane. I mentally wrapped myself up in a restraining chair and tried SO hard to block their high-pitched voices, not wanting to hear them. So whoever (probably Kaitlyn) was sitting next to me, whispered in the ear I was covering up: "Do you like this movie? Will you sign my yearbook? Is this your favorite movie?" Then the person across the table (most likely Whitney) said "Will you sign my yearbook, Megan?" Then I heard McBride call Kaitlyn over. Someone protested that Kaitlyn wasn't the one talking (yea right). Then Kaitlyn came back. Whitney asked her what the assistant principal said. I didn't hear what Kaitlyn said, though.
Then as they talked again (Whitney saying she was going to stay away from me, or else I might punch her in the face *people laugh*). Then someone ACTUALLY came to rescue me! The all-powerful Mr. Rainey!!! He didn't just tell those people to go to the other classroom, he commanded them. What was so bad about the whole thing with those people is that they chose to pick on me when none of my true friends were there. It was me against... 4 or 5 people. I felt week. They really liked making me feel bad so that they could feel better. I don't pick on them. Don't make fun of how they look or anything. Just how they act. They ask me why I hate them when they can clearly answer the damn question themselves. And that question is getting bloody old. So old, I'm annoyed when they say it.
Oh, and for those people who ask why I didn't move or anything, it's something my mom taught me. She says to get away from them. If they talk to me on the internet, just log off. But to me, I see weakness in that. I stay my ground, showing them I can resist for longer than they can. When they talk to me on the internet, and I really and pissed, I might say one or two things, then I just ignore them. Ignore the things they say and make them mad in the process. Remember? That's how I got Kaitlyn to call me a... female dog without me saying anything! And I don't care if Kaitlyn and Whitney somehow read my blog. They should know the truth. But, I mean, don't go and tell them anyway.
And Cara... why weren't you there for me? I thought you were my friend? Or did you want me to get chewed up and spit out by those really stupid people?
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
When I thought I couldn't get more angry...
3:59 PM - Wednesday, June 15, 2005
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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