*twitch* Wow... 2 urges to destroy the world in one day *twitch*... new record. Why? Because once again from those... people.
My first encounter was earlier today. Kaitlyn started talking to me, wanting me to call her friend Haley, so she could find out what this song was called, since Kaitlyn can't be on the internet and the phone at the same time. Well, I hate phones, and I also wanted Kaitlyn to beg. She came pretty close, then it was just annoying, so I googled the lyric for her and got 1 hit on my FIRST TRY!!! It was the right one, too. It really is a talent to have good googling skills, because Kaitlyn tried, but she couldn't get it. Then after that, she wanted more help from me... something I wasn't into. In fact, I never even tried it, so I gave her Kevin's email to ask him *evil grin*. Then she started going on about... things. I was already nice to her enough in one day, and so I was taking advantage of her being nicer. But the info I got made me seriously want to kill someone.... or rather, destroy the world. At least I'm not utterly clueless, but now I'm even more insecure, because I found out that someone (I don't know who) betrayed me. I told Kaitlyn how I felt about it, and all she could say was "sorry"...
Yesterday, my English friend, Visha, talked to Whitney. I told her about the time at school when we were "watching" The Princess Bride. So Visha asked me for Whitney's screenname, and started cussing her out (that was exaggerated). She showed me what she told Whitney and what Whitney said back, and I was laughing sooo hard, my eyes started watering. Let's just say, Whitney didn't like it. So after Visha had to go, Whitney talked to me about what she thought of Visha. She thought Visha was a freak. Oh well, I'm even surprised by how many people I call freaks. Whitney didn't like the way I was acting, and I said that this was me being nice (little over exaggerated), and Whitney learned a new word.
So, just a while ago, BOTH Kaitlyn and Whitney were on, and Visha was on, too, but I wasn't talking to her. So Kaitlyn IM's me, wondering if Visha really wanted to beat up Whitney (hey, I can't control what my friends say). Then another all out fight comes out, Visha willingly decided to yell at the two, and they were speechless. They didn't talk to me or anything. Kaitlyn talked back to me first, saying that Visha was a freak, and she was fat. I made a comment that those were combacks NO ONE would ever think of using. The super sarcastic me surfaced again. Whitney was being the total dweeb that she is again "Oh, I'm right, and you're wrong" "I guess I know your friend better than you do" "She was lying to you"..... just... UGH... SHUT UP!!!!!!! Where's my angry music when I need it??? *Yay! Good depressing song...* I was doing soooooooo great before Kaitlyn started talking to me about Visha..... then she had to just RUIN me when I was in a really relaxed mode. It'll take so long before I'll get back to it again.... *ohh... angry song... sounds kinda like Metallica, but wrong lead voice....* Oh, and I told Whitney and Kaitlyn that they just LOVE being on the top, putting other people down so they can feel better. Kaitlyn told me to just keep telling myself that, and Whitney had NO clue what I was talking about. Seriously, no clue.
Oh, I've got some new personal quotes. Yesterday, I offically claimed "If you try to be smarter, I'll try to be nicer" as my personal quote; got that off my blinkie... I think I put it on this blog. Then another great one I got today, "Urge to destroy world rising" is off of this HILARIOUS comic, the 8-bit Theatre, which can be found at nuklearpower.com, from Episode 15, said by the AWESOME Black Mage. The comic has the original Final Fantasy characters in the Final Fantasy world, and uses the Fighters stupidity and likeness of swords, and Black Mage's high intelligence and urge to destroy things... and it's just hilarious. It's a good way to waste time and laugh ^_^ that I like to do.
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
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Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
Urge to destroy world rising...
9:59 PM - Tuesday, June 21, 2005
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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