I say that phrase at least once a day. I have to tell someone (or something) to shut up, or else my day isn't complete. I might be mean, yes, but at least I try to get a point across. While I'm at this, I shall explain why I'm so "quiet" sometimes. Because people keep asking me that (or at least used to).


First of all, that's just me, that's who I am. There's something called being anti-social. I'm not really anymore... blame the Zoloft.

Second, what's there to talk about anyway? When I say something, most people don't understand or anything. I'm not really one to explain things, at least not directly. Some things are just to hard to explain.

Third, I don't like to be a hypocrite. I tell people to shut up a lot, at school mainly. I want to get the point across that people talk too much, and if not that, just too plain loud. I say "shut up" more when I have a headache. I get most headaches when I'm at school, less when I'm not. I don't really like it (and I've said this in some other post) when people talk during movies. They ask questions and all I want to say is "Well shut up and watch, then you'll find out," but of course, I hold back on that. Like during Gone With The Wind today, and I will explain that later.

In fact, I yell so little, I lost my voice because of the last school dance. You had to yell in someone's ear for them to hear you.

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Ok, onto the strange events of today.

During Gone With The Wind... a character was saying something softly and I couldn't hear over the other voices. I might add that the volume was as high as it could go. So I said something like: "Be quiet, I can't hear," or something... forgot. Then someone replied, "Then listen," I looked over to see who said that, and to my great surprise it was Bridget. Now I never thought she was too bad... but I did know that she was somewhat on the stupid, "clueless" side. She made a motion and mouthed "listen"... uh... HELLO?! I was the person who was TRYING to listen, but those bloody people were being too bloody loud! I gave a weird look, and Alexis, who was what?... 3 feet away, was looking straight at me and said, "Shut up!" in her normal voice (which, by the way, is high-pitched)... geez!! I made a motion that said I wasn't talking... cuz, I WASN'T!!!

That was 6th period. But something else during 4th period had me pissed off at a certain someone. Yes, I get pissed off easily. Sorry it that annoys you... I'm very emotional =P

Soooo, 4th period was science. Both Wallace's and Rainey's class were working on our hot air balloons that we just started on today. My group consisted of Skyler, Quoia, and me. But since Quoia was gone, we had Pace help us with the balloon for now... we needed the extra 2 hands. We went outside to make it since there really wasn't any other room elsewhere, at least where it wouldn't get trampled on. We glued it pieces together, fighting against the wind that attempted to take the glued tissue paper away. We needed 3 tissue papers to finish the main glueing (gluing?....). And so either Skyler or Pace found another white sheet... so we just needed 2 green sheets left. That's when Kaitlyn showed up. She had a lot of paper... paper that we needed. We asked her for just 2 green sheets... you know what she said? Well, anyway, she wouldn't give us what we needed... then she sat on her paper. Steph comes up and Kaitlyn says that WE were trying to steal HER tissue paper (oh, she also said that she got the paper from Mr. Martin)! She was yelling at me for a reason I don't remember anymore (I have a headache, OK?!?!?!?!!). I told her to stop yelling at me. We were about 6 feet apart, no need to make me deaf! Pace and Skyler headed to Martin's to get the paper a certain SOMEONE wouldn't give us (our class was out of paper...). Even though I didn't want to, I stayed back, trying desperately to keep the paper from flying away, and making sure that a certain SOMEONE wouldn't sabbotage our balloon. I don't think Kaitlyn would be that incredibly stupid to do something like that, but I can't trust her.... well not for that anyway. I CAN trust her to be a female dog and a close-minded person. Don't tell me that it's stupid to say/think that, I really don't need it right now!! (not in the bloody freaking mood here, people!)