*bangs head* I... can't... beileve... this...!!! I know you guys must not care about this sort of thing... but... I'll get to that later. It's a long story... so I guess I should get going.
It all started out with me listening to a song called "This Town" by Korn featuring Kittie... can't really put up the lyrics unless you want to see a ton of cuss words ^_^. Then I started going "... wait... this doesn't quite sound like Morgan Lander's voice... sounds more like Jack Off Jill" Jack Off Jill's leader singer, Jessicka, has a "innocent girl" type voice, and Morgan has the type of voice that you hear everyday, basically.... So then I went on Google, typed in: town korn featuring... cuz I couldn't remember if it was "Our Town" or "This Town", and I believe on the first page, I got alot of it saying it featured Kittie, but I saw one that said it featured Jack Off Jill (like I said FIRST or second page). So then I gave up, went to yahoo, and watched Jack Off Jill's "My Cat" video, considering that I've only listened to them on June 7, Skyler's birthday, so I had somewhat forgotten how it sounded right. I came to the conclusion that it was indeed, Korn and Kittie. (haha, there's a band called Jack Killed Jill....... Jack Off Jill... considence??)
So while I was there, I decided to check out Mindless Self Indulgence's videos (Skyler's favorite band.... Brittni, shut up). So I went to the 'M' page, and they have those featured videos at the top. I skimed over the names, and had to do a double-take. Ben Moody?!? Ok, PLEASE let it NOT be the one I'm thinking of.... Ben Moody, former member of Evanescence, Co-founder of Evanescence. The video was called "Everything Burns feat. Anastaica" I checked out the artist's profile, and I covered up the picture as it loaded, HOPING it wasn't the "true" Ben. It fully loaded, I closed one eye as I took my hand off the screen. "Shit!" I said that quietly to myself, thank you. It didn't look like what I see in pictures of Evanescence in the early days. But somehow I could tell it was him. He was wearing a hat, not much of his face showed, but the beard/goatee gave it away to me. I banged my head against the computer desk many times, hoping this was all a weird dream, but it just hurt really bad.
So I watched the video... The song was sort of... Country with a touch of Pop/Rock... definatley NOT my kind of music. I stopped watching it and Googled Ben Moody. The first page gave me all the information I needed. Ben has his own website now. And at the top it CLEARLY says in the Latest News (this is copied and pasted): Ben Moody has returned. The founding member of Evanescence is back with "Everything Burns," featuring Anastacia, available exclusively on FANTASTIC FOUR: THE ALBUM (in stores 7/5/05).
Ok so WHY am I making such a big deal about this? Let's just first say that I REALLY don't like it when someone ditches a perfectly good band (take No Doubt for example... though I never really caught on to them) and becomes a solo artist. Not only that, but he was Co-founder of one of my favorite bands!! Perfectly good guitarist, helped write songs... SO WHY DID HE GO SOLO?!?!? Why did he NEED to go solo? Why did he ditch the band for no apparent reason (Chris from Good Charlotte is TOTALLY different... it was all the stupid drug's fault), putting down his fans... which includes me. Ugh... now I'm making myself all depressed before the horrid day that is tomorrow (a few of you know why that's such a big day for me... NOT in a good way, the big BAD days that change your life). Once again, I shall drown myself with music. So 'night all you people that haven't left me for [the fudge that is] D.C. ^_^
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
sharing the love <3
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M U S I C
filling ears with love
more lovin'
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
The Pacific Northwest! Yay rain!!
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
.:Let it all be a bad, twisted dream:.
8:36 PM - Friday, June 24, 2005
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.
C R E D I TS
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