oh.... uh, hi! *hides bodies* How are you doing? *washes blood off hands* ..... How'd this get on my hands you say? Well... Kaitlyn and Whitney made me mad and got what they deserved.
Actually, they found yet ANOTHER way for me to hate them even more, by calling me tons of things that I'm not (like a slut....) Yep.... and people ask why I hate them.... geez, someone needs to clean their mouths with soap (do people still do that? ...hmmm......). I wonder if those two even remember that little incident in PE that one day.... *glares* *cracks knuckles*.
On Saturday (during Steph's B-Day party), I'm online, and I get an IM from "Steph".... they claimed to be Whitney and asked why I hated them..... I dunno what I said..... but for some reason, she got mad and said that she didn't want to talk to rude people like me. I had a crazy suspicion that it was Cara, playing a trick on me AGAIN, so I said "bye, cara"..... It just so happened that Cara WAS by Whitney, watching our conversation, but it really WAS Whitney talking to me. Whitney then called me a "stupid slutty b****"..... she was the first person to call the other names in this little "conversation". People, I am far from a slut. Whitney is just that stupid... I told Whitney to prove that I was a slut, and I dunno where it went from there. Whitney kept telling me that I "had no friends" "no one likes me"...... ok, now WHEN did I say those stuff to her? She made a few stupid comments about me and Wallace (ewwwwww), me obsessed with Skyler, science, Harry Potter, and school..... which I am not. Whitney is stupid.... I want to kill her now. She kept saying that I "hated her for no reason" which isn't true (Cara....). And Whitney only hated me so suddenly because "I hated her".... oh, PLZ... so lame. Whitney kept calling me a slut... (did I already say that?) sooo, I finally asked how many boyfriends she has had her whole life. She said 5 (people, I am NOT saying that 5 boyfriends makes you a slut, but I have had none so far, so that makes Whitney more of one than me)... me: "OH!!!" whitney: "but they were pretty much the same person. besides, i've never slept with a boy, so how can i be a slut?" me: "me either, so how can I be a slut?" whitney: "shut up".... but that didn't stop OTHERS from calling me a slut... such as Kaitlyn for example.
Sooo, I'm talking to Whitney and I'm all worked up because she's soooo friggin stupid and won't understand what she's saying, and I get an IM from (dun, dun, duuuunnn) Kaitlyn. Who just HAPPENS to ask me why I hate her (me: ok, who is this little birdy?!?!). I told her that I was worked up from Whitney already and I didn't want to get started on this big list...... she told me to just get started and get this over with. Soon enough, Kailtyn was mad too. Kaitlyn's insults seemed to be....... more well planned, and still random, but at the same time not repeated over and over like Whitney was doing. She made a stupid comment about me being "messed up from harry potter" and I quoted (i still crack up over this, it's sooo brilliant): "oh geez, AT LEAST IM NOT SCARED OF GOTHS!!!" *laughs* Kaitlyn: *a few minutes of no response* "SHUT UP" me: *laughs* "its true, u kno it is" Kaitlyn: "SWHUT UP" (she did say that I SWEAR!) and she SO brilliantly signed off!! me: VICTORY!!! *does victory dance*
Whitney wasn't so...... "smart" she kept trying to win over the argument. she made yet ANOTHER comment that I hated her for no reason, and I finally told her that one reason was because she was a prep (which explains alot why I don't like her) and then BOOM!! Janelle gets in the conversation, typing instead of Whitney. She typed fast, telling me what was wrong with being a prep? and other stuff...... i mentioned that I wouldn't become one of them even if I was paid a billion $ (seriously, I wouldn't) and Janelle was being the...... erm.... person that she is. The TRUE her that I can sense from just watching her. I get a lot of bad vibes from people, so I try to stay away. Of course, they might have done other things in the past that I note them for. Pretty much, I stay away (not necessarily HATE) from people when little things add up over time... just bad experiences with them. In this case, a lot of bad experiences with the duo. Ok... soooo I was talking about Whitney. Yea, after a while she just said that she had better things to do and signed off.
So now I'm feeling pretty good. I got both of them to sign off before I gave up. Later, the acual Steph IMed me. She was better than the duo anyday. So I explained a bit of stuff to her, but not wanting to tell why I hated those people, it was too much work for me at the moment. I was still too..... alive, even though it was about a half hour after my conversation with Whitney had ended. A few minutes past and Steph put an away message on. I put one on myself, since I had to go to the bathroom. I come back and find that someone left me a message, and it happened to be Steph. The message only said: "j" (me: O_o) me: "what?" /'Steph': *on and off typing.... then..... "gay" /me: "what?" /'Steph': "u. r. gay." /me: "and? who is this?" /'Steph': "guess" /me: "whitney" (that OR janelle.... but only whitney would say gay) Whitney: "dont talk 2 me or ill call the cops" (or something close to that) me: "only if u dont talk 2 me" ...... *silence*...... after a while, I put another away message that mainly said to whitney and kaitlyn to leave me alone. But Whitney kept on coming for more. Apparently, Janelle was the idiot who called me a hoe. And Whitney was being a TOTAL JERK.
Yesterday (Monday) at school, I was kinda nervous since I knew everyone that went to Steph's party most likely knew what went on. And I didn't know exactly how many people were there, so I wasn't sure how people would react when they saw me or something else. First period, we were switching classes. I was in Sigma, along with Whitney, but Kaitlyn is in Delta (the lesser math people), so I was going to the other classroom, walking behind Trenton when Kaitlyn goes "Trenton, watch out behind you." Trenton looked everywhere behind him. I knew she was talking about me all along, so I looked at her and gave a a face (not sure which one...) and in response she did her weird laugh. Later, during the same period, I looked over at Whitney and noticed she was looking at me with disgust. I disappeared behind Brittni and told her what Whitney was doing. Later, during.... 2nd or most likely 4th period, no, wait... I think it was 2nd. Kaitlyn went into the 8th grade pod and apparently was looking at me with disgust (like Whitney). I didn't see her but Brittni (or someone else...... *me can't focus.... confused!*) told me. Then, at lunch, Mariah came over to me and asked me if I thought she was a slut (ok.....). I said no, I didn't really think she was a slut at all. Mariah said that someone told her that I thought she was. She was at the party and told Whitney and the others to stop IMing me (bless her heart).
Yesterday turned out much better than I expected.
Today, we had PE
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
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M U S I C
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
The Pacific Northwest! Yay rain!!
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
*Strangles two people's throats at the same time*
4:53 PM - Sunday, May 22, 2005
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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