o.m.f.g. I was on Quizilla last night, reading a series that got finished that VERY day. It's called: And We're All Dead Now... (Gerard Way) on Quizilla, they have a ton of story-quizzes, but his is by far, the BEST ever! Oh, and Gerard Way is the lead singer of MCR (My Chemical Romance), by the way, I need to get the Helena video on here.... Well, before I started reading it, I "borrowed" a cd from Skyler without his permission. This cd was I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love, MCRs debt album. Now, I loved them from their recent songs that are on the radio and stuff from the most recent album, which is the second one^^;; (that made very little sense to me), so I heard quite a while ago that he had gotten 1 of their cds, and I had completely forgotten about it until yesterday. Skyler like got sick, ran out of the classroom and threw up (I pretty much knew, cuz he came back PALE.... paler than I am right now, and I beat everyone with pale skin. Like Jordin was saying that she was really pale, but when Steven compared his skin to hers, he said that it made him look black (he has tan skin), so I then compared mine to Jordins, I was paler and it made both of us feel better cuz I like pale skin^^ weee, oh, and I WAS born with it.... but I do still hate the sun)
ANYWAYS.... what was I saying? (looks back), oh yea, so Skyler went to the office and then around.... 5, I found out that he DID go to the band competition (I TOLD him not to go, but he didn't listen to me... it would've been better staying, cause I doubt Wallace or Rainey would've minded if he slept, we didn't do ANYTHING.... we had like 12 kids total.... me, Bogue, Micheal, Amber, Quoia, Nic W., Ryan, Taylor, Shari, Nick P., uuhhhhh, me forgot the rest.... oh! Will and Chris, that's it! Skyler didn't even have to do PE, most of us didn't... it was AWESOME!!) ok..... so during 5th per. me and Quoia went through Skyler's backpack because we were bored, and Quoia found Micheal's Marilyn Manson cd Skyler had borrowed for like... forever and gave it back to him, and I "borrowed" the MCR cd, hey, at least I didn't steal Kittie..... (oh yea, and Cara stole my cd WITH one of my fav cds that I have in it...).... so..... I was listening to it ON MY COMPUTER (mainly cause I was ripping the songs to my computer, so I don't have to have the cd to listen to them)... and I found the song titles and stuff and put the into the Windows Media Player so it didn't say "Track 1" or "Unknown Album" anymore. The last song hit a bell... "Demolition Lovers"..... WHERE have I heard that before? Then it hit me, Quizilla. Yes, I know this is a LONG explaination, but it IS a long story, and yes, you HAVE to know this... (inserts evil laugh).
There was a quiz story on Quizilla by one of my FAVORITE authors on there called: "::Demolition Lovers:: (Frank Iero)......... or something like that. The author is WickedWench (I've talked about her before and her stories and pics). So I, of course, read those series I hadn't even touched. I knew that it was associated with MCR though, in some way. Frank is a guitarist in the band, so yea. I found the song "Demolition Lovers" fit very well with the story and whatnot, it's sad love song. Note, I knew almost NOTHING about this band a few days ago. I learned on that quiz that the lead singer was Gerard Way, so, I go back to the highest rated list, and find the quiz (And We're All Dead Now... (Gerard Way)) and decide to read it. I'm so glad I did. I listened to that special song the WHOLE time I read the 26 quizzes (quite a few were short). That song alone, can make one cry if they have powerful emotions for someone. Towards the end of the quiz, I was BAWLING! Not JUST because of the quiz, but the music helped out MAJOR. I had never ever cried so much over a story-quiz (even remembering about it makes my eyes water). Oh man, I can't wait till she gets the sequel out *crosses fingers* oh, now I like MCR alot.
lol, I was looking at the cd, and the word "blood" caught my eye (Gerard Way says that people think they are rich vampires.... me: you spelled "vampire" wrong... it's "vampyre" -_-), so I read the words on the edge of the cd... this is what it read (I remembered it): "(copyright sign) 2002 Eyeball Records / My Chemical Romance. Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws and will result in Gerard coming to your house and sucking your blood." I was laughing SOOO hard (oh, and they were all in capital letters, but I didn't want to do that) and I even showed my dad, who laughed also, since I bet my mom and Matt would look at me really weird... like this: O.- lol, since they are pretty religious and I bet they don't get that type of stuff (me: .... oooo, vampyre stories.... ooooo... Amelia Atwater-Rhodes makes REALLY good vampyre stories... they're too short though...)
Well, I would recommend ready the story, the one that I cried so much over... clicky here-y (I would've linked it to the Proluge of the story but blogspot doesn't allow long urls like that). WARNING: it does have much language, but mainly the F word. And if that isn't enough, little kids... well, younger than me (I'm 14) should not read it at all, not just because of the language, but because of the little "thing" that happens in one part, which might give them wrong "ideas" mainly to hurt themselves physically and others emotionally (uh.... duh, Megan...). It might even kill them, as they say in the story. But it's really good. It's very dramatic but the author talks about that, and I can't remember words very well at all. She admits not being good with the romantic spots, but they didn't bother me at all (maybe it was the music....)
And I'm sorry you people I've told about me writing about what happened Saturday night, March 21, 2005 (such as Brittni). It's just that it's hard for me to explain everything and how I feel, and I keep getting stuck with how to describe something. I will try to get it out as soon as I can. And as far as I have gotten on it right now, it's really long... longer than this even, and I wrote it over time, days in fact. oooooo, I wanna know if you guys will alow me to put my fav song lyrics on here. Cuz right now this song (Demolition Lovers) is tearing me apart, probably cause of that story.... so I like totally think about the story when I listen to it now. Oh well.
Ok, I edited this, I was looking at it and it seemed like it was just a huge SEA of words... and I also found some errors while I read this.... ok, bye!
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O P H E L I A C
by Emilie Autumn
I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end
But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtue
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love
You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
Y O U T U B E L O V E
sharing the love <3
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M U S I C
filling ears with love
more lovin'
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Megan
9/14/90 (so I'm 20)
The Pacific Northwest! Yay rain!!
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Loves
Music, Chocolate, Internet, Invader Zim, Writing, Reading, Photography, Drawing, Dreaming, Computers, Pandas! <3, Galaxy (my laptop), My iPod, Rain, Snow, Wind, Blogging, Ice cream, The Moon, Full Moons, Stars, Glowsticks, Glow-in-the-dark-things, Stuffed animals, Recycling, Concerts, Hide-and-seek, Laughing, Choices, Doing random things, Doing nothing, My FRIENDS!
Hates
Jerks, Spiders, Heights, Needles, Shrinks that don't eat chocolate, HEADACHES! DX, Roadkill, Meat, PMSing, Drama, Spicy foods, Pink, The Sun
MUSIC
Evanescence |
My Chemical Romance |
Kill Hannah |
Sick Puppies |
Flyleaf |
30 Seconds To Mars |
From First to Last |
Chevelle |
10 Years |
Shiny Toy Guns |
The Used |
Enter Shikari |
Linkin Park |
Avenged Sevenfold |
Story of the Year |
Emilie Autumn |
Green Day |
Lacuna Coil |
Scarling. |
kidneythieves |
Secret & Whisper |
Paramore |
Birthday Massacre |
Resident Hero |
{And about a bajillion others. I'm lazy though. I'll get to it eventually.}
Wheee!
I N S P I R E
things that will change your life
[S O N G S.}
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
ONE. "Reduced to Teeth" - Finch
TWO: "Anything Can Happen In The Next Half Hour..." - Enter Shikari
THREE. "Hello" - Evanescence
FOUR: "All The Same" - Sick Puppies
FIVE. "The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars
SIX: "Demolition Lovers" - My Chemical Romance
SEVEN. "Mad World" - Gary Jules
EIGHT: "Slide" - The Dresden Dolls
NINE. "Let The Flames Begin" - Paramore
TEN: "Sunrise, Sunset" - Bright Eyes
ELEVEN. "Imagine" - (I prefer A Perfect Circle's cover)
TWELVE: "Cellar Door" - Escape The Fate
THIRTEEN. "Ender" - Finch
FOURTEEN: "Because" - The Beatles
FIFTEEN. "A Beautiful Lie" - 30 Seconds To Mars
SIXTEEN: "Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
SEVENTEEN. "Sleep" - Story of the Year
EIGHTEEN: "Great White Whale" - Secret & Whisper
NINETEEN. "Goodnight" - The Birthday Massacre
TWENTY: "Hit The Floor" - Bullet For My Valentine
TWENTY-ONE. "Blow" - Atreyu
TWENTY-TWO. "Crystalised" - The xx
(Not in much of an order)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
Stop A Bullet
Surgery
Sunrise, Sunset
Autopsy Song~
Breath
Mastermind
The Undertaker's Thirst
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Yes, I took it down.
I don't promote spamming.
So sad ='(
3:38 PM - Friday, March 25, 2005
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
.: [ Daydream ] :.
.: [ There's Nothing Left to Do ] :.
.: [ So What? ] :.
.: [ Finding the Balance ] :.
.: [ Suck the Marrow ] :.
.: [ Close my eyes and I am falling away... ] :.



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