Ok, why isn't anyone on?! Geez, people. ok, well, since I'm kinda waiting on someone *cough* Cara *cough*... I just decided to put the lyrics of one of my fav songs ever. "Demolition Lovers" by My Chemical Romance, so you people can understand why it's so great and the thing about the post below this *look down*... this song is is so meaningful to me *listens to song*


Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever


I like how it gets faster until the "All we are, all we are. As bullets I mean this" which is slow, and then there's a break where it's just instruments, and then the last two lyrics get faster again. It's cool. The whole song is over 6 minutes. *listens to song again* oh, and I got the lyrics from Lyricsstyle.com. They have TONS of lyrics, just so you know.

o.m.f.g. I was on Quizilla last night, reading a series that got finished that VERY day. It's called: And We're All Dead Now... (Gerard Way) on Quizilla, they have a ton of story-quizzes, but his is by far, the BEST ever! Oh, and Gerard Way is the lead singer of MCR (My Chemical Romance), by the way, I need to get the Helena video on here.... Well, before I started reading it, I "borrowed" a cd from Skyler without his permission. This cd was I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love, MCRs debt album. Now, I loved them from their recent songs that are on the radio and stuff from the most recent album, which is the second one^^;; (that made very little sense to me), so I heard quite a while ago that he had gotten 1 of their cds, and I had completely forgotten about it until yesterday. Skyler like got sick, ran out of the classroom and threw up (I pretty much knew, cuz he came back PALE.... paler than I am right now, and I beat everyone with pale skin. Like Jordin was saying that she was really pale, but when Steven compared his skin to hers, he said that it made him look black (he has tan skin), so I then compared mine to Jordins, I was paler and it made both of us feel better cuz I like pale skin^^ weee, oh, and I WAS born with it.... but I do still hate the sun)

ANYWAYS.... what was I saying? (looks back), oh yea, so Skyler went to the office and then around.... 5, I found out that he DID go to the band competition (I TOLD him not to go, but he didn't listen to me... it would've been better staying, cause I doubt Wallace or Rainey would've minded if he slept, we didn't do ANYTHING.... we had like 12 kids total.... me, Bogue, Micheal, Amber, Quoia, Nic W., Ryan, Taylor, Shari, Nick P., uuhhhhh, me forgot the rest.... oh! Will and Chris, that's it! Skyler didn't even have to do PE, most of us didn't... it was AWESOME!!) ok..... so during 5th per. me and Quoia went through Skyler's backpack because we were bored, and Quoia found Micheal's Marilyn Manson cd Skyler had borrowed for like... forever and gave it back to him, and I "borrowed" the MCR cd, hey, at least I didn't steal Kittie..... (oh yea, and Cara stole my cd WITH one of my fav cds that I have in it...).... so..... I was listening to it ON MY COMPUTER (mainly cause I was ripping the songs to my computer, so I don't have to have the cd to listen to them)... and I found the song titles and stuff and put the into the Windows Media Player so it didn't say "Track 1" or "Unknown Album" anymore. The last song hit a bell... "Demolition Lovers"..... WHERE have I heard that before? Then it hit me, Quizilla. Yes, I know this is a LONG explaination, but it IS a long story, and yes, you HAVE to know this... (inserts evil laugh).

There was a quiz story on Quizilla by one of my FAVORITE authors on there called: "::Demolition Lovers:: (Frank Iero)......... or something like that. The author is WickedWench (I've talked about her before and her stories and pics). So I, of course, read those series I hadn't even touched. I knew that it was associated with MCR though, in some way. Frank is a guitarist in the band, so yea. I found the song "Demolition Lovers" fit very well with the story and whatnot, it's sad love song. Note, I knew almost NOTHING about this band a few days ago. I learned on that quiz that the lead singer was Gerard Way, so, I go back to the highest rated list, and find the quiz (And We're All Dead Now... (Gerard Way)) and decide to read it. I'm so glad I did. I listened to that special song the WHOLE time I read the 26 quizzes (quite a few were short). That song alone, can make one cry if they have powerful emotions for someone. Towards the end of the quiz, I was BAWLING! Not JUST because of the quiz, but the music helped out MAJOR. I had never ever cried so much over a story-quiz (even remembering about it makes my eyes water). Oh man, I can't wait till she gets the sequel out *crosses fingers* oh, now I like MCR alot.

lol, I was looking at the cd, and the word "blood" caught my eye (Gerard Way says that people think they are rich vampires.... me: you spelled "vampire" wrong... it's "vampyre" -_-), so I read the words on the edge of the cd... this is what it read (I remembered it): "(copyright sign) 2002 Eyeball Records / My Chemical Romance. Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws and will result in Gerard coming to your house and sucking your blood." I was laughing SOOO hard (oh, and they were all in capital letters, but I didn't want to do that) and I even showed my dad, who laughed also, since I bet my mom and Matt would look at me really weird... like this: O.- lol, since they are pretty religious and I bet they don't get that type of stuff (me: .... oooo, vampyre stories.... ooooo... Amelia Atwater-Rhodes makes REALLY good vampyre stories... they're too short though...)

Well, I would recommend ready the story, the one that I cried so much over... clicky here-y (I would've linked it to the Proluge of the story but blogspot doesn't allow long urls like that). WARNING: it does have much language, but mainly the F word. And if that isn't enough, little kids... well, younger than me (I'm 14) should not read it at all, not just because of the language, but because of the little "thing" that happens in one part, which might give them wrong "ideas" mainly to hurt themselves physically and others emotionally (uh.... duh, Megan...). It might even kill them, as they say in the story. But it's really good. It's very dramatic but the author talks about that, and I can't remember words very well at all. She admits not being good with the romantic spots, but they didn't bother me at all (maybe it was the music....)

And I'm sorry you people I've told about me writing about what happened Saturday night, March 21, 2005 (such as Brittni). It's just that it's hard for me to explain everything and how I feel, and I keep getting stuck with how to describe something. I will try to get it out as soon as I can. And as far as I have gotten on it right now, it's really long... longer than this even, and I wrote it over time, days in fact. oooooo, I wanna know if you guys will alow me to put my fav song lyrics on here. Cuz right now this song (Demolition Lovers) is tearing me apart, probably cause of that story.... so I like totally think about the story when I listen to it now. Oh well.


Ok, I edited this, I was looking at it and it seemed like it was just a huge SEA of words... and I also found some errors while I read this.... ok, bye!

This is what happens when you take a big, 4x4, blue SS Silverado and run it into a deer in mid jump. WARNING: Do NOT do this at home, or anywhere for that matter.

My dad did this when he was driving back home from work. You could see his oil trail for a few days after that (in fant when he told people about that, pretty much a certain person, they went: "Oh! That was you? I know exactly where you were talking about). My dad LOVED that truck a lot, and it just so happens that he has a grudge against deers now. He thinks they should all die. But that's just my car-loving father. If you look at his beloved truck now, weeks after the accident, he has a big hole in the front. Cuz the people can't find the right grill, so it looks weird.

My mind is weird today, during 5th period, I finally realized that it was totally messed up. I was writing my Writing Exit Exam (that doesn't sound right.... as in correct....), well the final draft, in ink. I kept on miss-spelling stuff, and I'm still not good right now, so SORRY. I don't like doing spell checks.... So anyways I was constantly using my white-out and I finally mis-spelled occured and I wrote on my desk (with pencil, so we didn't talk out loud, and could erase it^^): girrrrr me cant speel todai.... I say girrr (and Cara does it too, I think) instead of grrrr, cuz I LOVE Gir from Invader Zim (my favorite cartoon EVER! It's even better that Spongebob Squarepants). I'll put up a pic later.... maybe even...... DANCING GIR!!! (lol, I remember one day, I was watching him, and he was dancing to the music I was listening to. It was weird!) Gir is the famous singer of the Doom song. It goes like this: Doom, doom, doom, doom, doom, doom, doom, doom, doom..... You get my point. Anyways a few minutes later, I noticed that Brittni was writing all crooked (like getting farther and farther away from the left margin). I told her that and added: "How can you do that?"

She said: "I dunno".

Then, I duno how later, but I said: "I was just writing you draw." *O_o* "Writing you draw?" *laughs* "Writing you draw!!" It got funnier every time I said it. I told Mr. Rainey it and I said that I meant to say: "I was just watching you write." omg, it was sooo funny. Then, I kept on saying that to people, and they ALL went: "What?" I even said it to my brother a few minutes ago, and I got the same reaction. So, not only can I not write, I can't talk today either. Oh, and I almost messed up another sentence but I thought it over and forgot what the original sentence was...


My cousin, Ellen, is coming to visit from Hawaii, with but her son and daughter (Thomas... under 2........ Emma, 4 or 5....). My mom doubts David (the father/husband) will be there, as he's in the Marines, or Navy, whatever, which is the main reason they live in Hawaii today. So, later today, I have to go to my cousin Teri's house (Ellen's sister) and we have no clue how many people are going to be there, and I have this rising feeling that I'm going to be bored to death, and maybe have to play with the little ones (as I'm one of the youngest there, but I know Denea *5* is going to be there, as she's Teri's daughter). But it will be nice to see Ellen again. I haven't seen her forever and I remember her and David's wedding (as I went to it.... duh) and that she was pretty cool, in an adult sort of way. Sooo, wish me luck that I won't die of boredom, and.... i duno......

Remember, I was just writing you draw!! That's my advice for the day....

ok, my school has a server so all the computers have the same IP address (as I figured out *shifty eyes*), and the admissistration have put a block on game sites. At first, I thought it sucked, then I understood why they did that. Soon, everybody in the whole school knew about ebaumsworld.com, a really good site with games that wasn't blocked. We found a lot of websites not blocked. Yesterday, ebaumsworld was blocked. today, freeonlinegames.com AND albinoblacksheep.com were blocked. It totally sucked. As Michelle put it: "Then what are we gonna do?" You see, our regular teacher, Miss Dillon had twins not too long ago and so we have a long term sub, and me and Michelle (the 2 TAs) have pretty much NOTHING to do, so we just play games all period (being jealous won't make you a TA..... lol). So, people in Journalism were mad and blaming the sub teacher (cuz he likes to look at sites we're on or what we're doing, and people ask others across the room what site they're on and stuff.). So today we were like keeping secret what site we were on and stuff. We found even more sites not blocked, especially a particular one with a TON of games. But, still.... eBaumsworld was one of the BEST game sites out there. Addictinggames.com is really good also, but it's been blocked from the start (it seems...)

Well, I just can't believe they would prevent us from websites. And I mean just game sites. I mean, Bogue was complaining one day that they couldn't go on killfrog.com but they could go on comedycentral.com.... i mean, really.

Wellll.... I've been wanting to post this for a while, but I really haven't been in the mood and stuff. Also, this is kinda painful to write (mentally) cuz it brings back BAD memories I wish to never experience again. So... we all know (or now you do) that Frank likes the certain person that I happen to HATE above all others. Yep... Kaitlyn....... So, one day, during PE, we were (the girls) about to go out into the gym, since Brashers was too busy getting Kaitlyn a shirt. We (or most of us) were waiting in the doorway by some lockers. Alexis comes up and pulls Kaitlyn's pants down. I just happened to be RIGHT behind her when that happened. All of the girls were revealed to a pink and black thong. I was scarred for life. So was Brittni who was standing beside me. I looked away as Kaitlyn pulled her pants up, repeating, "I did not need to see that. I did not need to see that. I did not need to see that."

As soon as we got out of the locker room, I headed to Skyler and me and Brittni told him what just happened. He started cracking up. Then we decided to tell Frank. We told him, but I can't remember exactly what we said. He didn't say anything, he just had a dreamy face on, looking up into space. Soon, we found out we could say "Pink and black" or "Think about it" and he would stop in his tracks, with that dreamy look. He would also drop whatever he was holding, which Brittni found effective. After a while, Frank would look at us and say "shut up." Me: *laughing* "I didn't say anything, Frank." Frank: "Well, you were thinking about it" (later) Frank: "Shut up, Brittni" Brittni: "What? I didn't say anything." Frank: "You were thinking about it." Brittni: "No I wasn't."

Since then, we say "Pink and black" to Frank whenever we feel like it. It gets a good result even though it's been, what, a week? Or two... Anyways, that certain Kaitlyn, knows about that Pink and Black thing. "Pink and Black" has become the new "Fishy Smell". Brittni painted her nails pink and black a few days ago, and I wrote "pink + black" on my eraser (then Steph took my eraser and wrote "orange and black attack", cuz the highschool colors are orange and black *rolls eyes*)

Today we found out that not only does Frank like Kaitlyn and Whitney, but also the dreaded Becky.... why do my friends in the past turn out to be stupid preps?! (yes, she used to be my friend.... don't ask... please). Within a few minutes I told Shequoia he liked Becky and so she decided to tell the *cough* prep *cough* herself. Then, soon afterwards, it seemed the whole PE class knew and Frank told me he was going to kill everyone (he always says that) at least 3 times.

That image with the certain colors has been burned in my mind forever. I do love black and hate pink, but now I can't think of one without the other... and that certain thing....... *don't think about it, don't think about it, don't think about it*............................. *AHHH!! I'm blind!!*

I just watched a movie I had been wanting to see for a bit. Now, my dad rented it for 1 day, and we were the only two who watched it. My mom and (21 year-old) bro didn't want to see it. What was the movie? It was Saw. I know it's rated R, but my family is really nice, well, mainly my dad... he's that kinda guy. I really liked that movie, there were just a few flaws (mainly 1) that bothered me. Now, the beginning of the movie really reminded me of the game called The Crimson Room, just the fact that they search for things that are hidden at first sight. The movie also had twists that you wouldn't expect but along with it a few predictable things. The movie is rated R cuz of a few gory scenes, and cuz two main(ish) people in the movie (mainly towards the beginning) like to use the f word. One might say the movie was scary, and I admit it that it was really suspenseful and the twists make it exciting. I'd watch it again anyday. Ingenius and suspenseful.... my type of movie. I just want to go talking about this movie forever... but my last words are: go see it!!!

That's all I shall say before my mind thinks of anything else.

Well, yesterday I promised Brittni I would have another post up, but, apparently I forgot. Sorry, Brit. I'm not in the mood to write very much, with my ankle hurting and all that. It is getting better, though, so people, don't worry. At least I didn't sprain it (stop thinking about that....)

Well, the main thing I wanted to talk about happened yesterday. And since it happened yesterday, I don't remember it as well. But mainly, I was sitting at the same table as Skyler and Brittni, studying for the Social Studies test. Then Cara came over and sat in the empty seat. Mr. Rainey passed our table saying, "Where's Cara?" Me and Brittni Brittni started making signals, trying to tell Mr. Rainey that Cara was RIGHT THERE. But he obviously just... didn't get it. He said "Where's Cara?" at least one more time, and then FINALLY he saw Cara. I was cracking up.


~Megan